Everything’s lost meaning & idk what to do… I want to have feelings again but it’s like I’m so dísconnectsd from the world.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m a sociopath? All connections with people have lost meaning. I’m so used to having things go to shit that I think I just fuck up things automatically I guess I just distance myself, more like I never let anyone really get to know me mostly cuz I hate feeling vulnerable & also I’m a bit of a drug addict. My past haunts me. I have to let go of it. I’ve done fucked up shit (I never killed anyone) but when I think about the situations I put myself in… I just want to throw up. I feel sick & idk wtf to do w my life anymore ugh.

lyjerria:

I’ve been through hell and back these past few months and what I’ve come to realize is…. a bitch is invincible to be quite honest

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killerbeesting:

Serge N. Kozintsev, Morning Tea

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purplebuddhaproject:

“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it’s the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It’s probably the most important thing in a person.”

— Audrey Hepburn (via purplebuddhaquotes)

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